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Surrender: Loving From Above
I put everything and all l have on the table and decided to let the Universe or my higher self handle it. I have to trust in this process and understand that I will never get full confirmation of anything. All I can control right here and now is my perception of that concept and apply it or not to my way of life this time around.
Resistance
Fear has been slowly chipping away at my essence as it drowns in my tears. Then yesterday I feel like I had a breakthrough.
I had an experience that cracked me open and made me realize something. I’ve been stopping myself from reaching this mythical state of ‘spiritual ascension’ through love. The state of mind that shows full love, acceptance and trust because we all run from our own demons. Within one person we can see so much; all your own worst fears and ego blocks. Contrary to that little voice inside of you, a lot of us have scarily similar issues and so we are working through the same issues just in different ways. But it’s all connected and it’s all a reflection, we only need open our mind and heart to the message.
I took a long hard look at what I was saying versus what I was feeling and what I’ve been showing and I was very upset with myself. I desperately wanted to and needed to be on this path. But like everything else in my life I’m trying to control how my…
